I’ve tried to make this life my own
To find myself, I’ve searched alone
To let love go and let it in
I found myself burning in sin
What have i got myself in?
Round and round in circles i've been
Where do i even begin?
I myself am far to thin
For weeks nothing has passed my chin
I keep up a fake grin but something has to pay
My skin parting as the knife slowly drains life
The blood dripping as the pang of the pain hit
Feeling an emotion hurts just a bit
I know that emotions dont come easy
This makes me feel a bit uneasy
Like i almost regret
As my life stands still in threat
Why cant life just finish yet
Its about me now i need a rest
Is this all part of your major test?
If so im failing and
Im really thinking of bailing
This isnt really easy sailing
I thought life would be easier than this
No i know its not all bliss
But just know that im all over this!