I'm sick to my stomach because I'm sick in the head
There's no point in breathing when I'd rather be dead
Blood in my veins looks better without
A silent scream instead of a shout
I scar up so nicely, it's artwork you see
And nobody hates me as much I hate me
There are demons inside me who fight for control
I'm tired of trying, it's all so **** droll.
Weapons excite me and pain is my friend
It gets me hot when my arms bend on the wrong end.
I'm messed up and worthless, just leave me be
You deserve better company than someone like me.
My eyes do not sparkle, my hair has no shine
I'm worthless, a nothing, not worth your time.
You're better off with someone else, not me.