2:00 am This is the sort of silence that makes a man insane. 2:01 I find myself writing once again, coping as I can. A lovesick heart still writhing in the throes of loss And spewing empty words, lacking any meaning. 2:03 And I'm still unoriginal; Never have I said a thing not said before. 2:10 And I wonder why it's taking me so long to get over you And why your visage fills my vision every time I shut my weary eyes. 2:12 And I ought to take back every word I’ve said Because I didn’t mean them, or at least I shouldn’t have. 2:25 I'm beginning to believe you'll never be the one for me. 2:26 And I realize you came to that conclusion long ago. 2:40 And I find it funny that somehow, even now You keep me from my sleep and haunt my every dream. 2:45 I'm feeling rather sick Of sitting on the sadder side of somberness. 2:58 It's nights like this that make me wonder if I'll ever be complete again.
Lovesick is one of the worst kinds of sick. I'm fine on my own, but I miss the beautiful love I had.