I don't know what to say
because it's hard to think in this strange head of mine
and I know things I want to say
just not how to say them.
It doesn't make sense, really.
but it's true.
Sometimes I think I want to die ,
but I also want to live.
I'm afraid to tell you that I'm in love with you because you might hurt me,
but I trust you enough to know that you won't.
Life is full of contradictions,
and I'm a living one.