realizing that dark is the absence of light there is not a dark, yet I'm afraid this darkness holds mysterious things, thoughts of what it and what could be in it I fear, this nonsense of a fear I have and can not conquer. I run from bed to light switch, from light switch to bed as if touching the floor while in the dark means something will get me. this fear we grow attached to as kids, these movies and people put these STUPID thoughts in our heads. they never leave, they never go. its a scary thing. they will never end!