I PAINTED THIS FOR YOU

I'm going to
I'm going to
I'm going to paint a picture for you
That way you can visually see all of the pain you put me through

You see
These colors here are my feelings
And this knot is what my stomach feels like
These here
These dots are for everytime I thought of you
Or I should say think... Of... You

I'm hoping that you get it, you see it
That you can see my anguish laid out for you like a bad romance on the tele
On display like a movie
Clear and picture perfect

No hearts here, you took that, chunks of that
All are left are pieces,.. These pieces and they're here
See them?

Let me paint this picture for you
It tells a story of the friend I lost
The me that's no longer here
The pain, ... And the tears

You see
You see
You see these colours here
That's you...
Still bright, I know
Because despite how I feel sometimes
And despite
Despite all of these dots representing how much you cross my mind
Despite these shadows
The red
The black
Despite the dots
Despite
Despite
Despite the knots
I can't

let

you

go