All the moments when every single thing was in its right place and I could feel it true, I had no doubts that I was not alone. No fear. No uncertainty. I'll never feel more alive than in my memories with you. You may not believe this, but you're the one thing I believed in. I always loved you more than I loved anything. I would defend you till the end. You are my brother and you will always be. Lately I'm not so sure about anything other than that. I desperately need some sense of belonging. I'm only convinced when I'm with you.