In my minds eye I see darkness I see pain. The forces around me They surround me They try to deprive me I try to break free.
Their touch is killing I feel like breathing I feel like healing negativity out there demeaning Not to me, but to he and to she who dare address me so quick to judge we
They believe, Oh yes! they believe…. with their words, they have the power to cut like a dagger through my soul leaving an empty hole? I dont think so!
A look in their lifes mirror speak volumes of imperfections Pretending to be holy Hmmm! Aint that sum sht homie..
Depression sets in Aggression manipulates me She wants me angry, vengeful, hateful I will not give in
They control my mind grab me from behind My soul feels caged I need to break free I need to be me
I cannot conform Who needs a reform The voices, they come around me Asking me to clean my surroundings
I hate this place, I feel misplaced I shout through my veils of lace I don’t feel like cleaning this sht hole So shut your pie hole, you as*hole!
In my white walls I wish you could see What it takes to really be me Allow me make my mistakes Allow me do what it takes Allow me… even if I break
I’m close to the key I need to break free Free from this ******* Mental, Emotional, Physical Yes, they surround me I need to break free.
The sound of metal through the silence It rings like keys I need to break free In my white walls you can’t understand me It takes a lot to really be me
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