You'll never know how your words hurt me. You'll never see how I bleed. You'll never see how much pain I hold so deep inside of me. You'll never know the sorrow... You'll never know the pain... You'll never know the happiness was all just a facade. You'll never see the side of me that cries at night. The side of me that longs to be held close by your side. You'll never know the child that saw so many things... You'll never know the reason behind my wicked dreams. You'll never understand me... You will never see... That because of what I've been through, because of what I've seen... I refuse to hurt anyone...anyone but me. I'll never tell you all these secrets I hold so dear... You'll never know the pain you caused. You'll never know the love and happiness you brought... You'll never know the brokenness and how you tore my world apart. You'll never know because I'll never let you see... I'm sorry...You were right, I must have been living a dream.