always you my mind always finds it way back to you you who was my first taste my first touch, my first all consuming fire we had our passion in the darkness and our romance in the light you were a magnet, I was steel and try as I might, I could not fight
you
it was a tug, then a pull, then a force to be reckoned with and once we collided that was it we were twisted and tangled together we were a knot that couldn’t come undone we pushed and pushed and pushed together till I didn’t know where my heart ended and your hand began
you
the months passed and still we held we intertwined our bodies and souls it was sweet and it was right it was the bond that sealed our fate for we created a spark inside me I felt a new life for the first time and cried “oh God what is this?!”
you
we thought we were mountains and our eyes could see what loomed on the horizon we could see what was in front of us but we should have looked below our mountain was on quicksand and you were slipping down
you
I watched as you slipped, unable to move unable to breathe, unable to feel when all I had was your fingertips to hold on to I cried “NO! you will not take this from me!” “you will not rip my heart out with you!” but you did anyway you still have pieces of it under your fingernails
you
you who were once my confidant my passion, my lover you who once inspired words of love you now inspire words of pain and rage what I once knew as love was now betrayal and hell hath no fury like a woman scorned
you
you who left me for her left our blossoming flower to shrivel up and die in the winter left the heart you once praised as your equal for a cheap, side show imitation left me alone on that mountain with that spark in my womb never to return until you felt like it
you
I see you every time I look in our son’s eyes the eyes I used to look into and see a world only I could see the eyes that I can look into now and feel love again he is the only way I have learned to love you again but while he is a part of you, he is not you he is you version 2.0, the new and improved
you
now you will always be a part of me our bond we sealed will carry on even if you’re not around because even though I mended my heart you still took those pieces with you the difference now is that my heart can beat without