it might seems to me because i became too paranoid to be friends or i push them away first but little do they know how i miss to be around, just roaming the streets, having some fun like even though it is silly
i know i am a ridiculous person and how lonely i became from being a people person to this rock bottom
i've never blame to anyone for losing sights as close as they get but can you imagine how thin love can be..
sometimes when my loneliness got caught up and taken me over too much i just try to write it down and this is what i've got for now.