i dont believe in love and god, i know how awful that sounds i mean i know that i'm only a teenager and that i have my whole life left to find someone to settle down with but love is an excuse to hurt and to be hurt right? well i do not find pleasure in hurting other people and i hope to god no one ever wants to hurt me it is a disaster waiting to happen what i mean is i believe in love i just do not believe that i can be in love or that anyone can be in love with me and if they think they are i have no problem with walking away from them because i might hurt them but not as much as i could have i'm trying to protect you please understand god i hope you understand because i dont have time to explain it to you im sorry