I cant pretend to know what others go through,
I know others have it a lot worse than I do,
But I also know that others are better,
Full of emotion .

I've stopped being sad,
I don't remember the last time I actually felt something.
I'm only ever numb,
Like there's a void in my soul.

I see happy people,
Sad people,
Angry and confused,
And I just wish I could feel a tinge of any emotion.

Some people say that there's noting worse
than going to bed mad.
But little do they know,
Going to sleep numb is the worst.

When a person goes to bed mad,
They have the opportunity to wake up happy;
But if you go to bed numb,
You'll still be that way when you wake.

I'd rather feel something,
Than feel nothing at all.
At least when you're sad
You know you're not dead.