I just don't care
I don't care I have
to mail out 165 letters
by Friday
I don't care that
I need to find a DUE report
By 3 and it's already 2:30
I don't care that
I'm way behind on my work
In fact,
I don't care about my job
and I don't care
if what I need to do
even gets done.
Why am I here
Oh right, money
Student loans
rent
utilities
food
gas
How much do I give up
in order to be comfortable
but then again,
am I really comfortable
after everything that I
give up?
First world problems,
I know
I can't help it
I am a selfish being
The reality is,
I am very lucky
I have a lot
but this is not enough
I hate that part of me
that wants more
when so many
have so much
less
I just want to care again