and here we lay watching fireworks together while i wonder if its the way we hold hands delicately that in this one moment i'll remember forever as i pay more attention to the way the luminous colours light up your beautiful face than the shattering colourful stars in the sky and the way i hear your breath getting caught in your throat in wonder and awe after your favourite one bursts again unexpectedly, over the thundering noise it makes leaving smoke in timeless space; you do not realize how long i've longed for moments like this or moments with you in general you do not realize how much i doubted myself for you ever being mine
tbh i only post my poems here to keep them safe from being deleted or something, it makes me uncomfortable that people may have read my past poems because i know i'm not the greatest at this but it is something i enjoy doing very much so.