in drugs in ***** in *** in food in internet use in [fill in the blank] endless cravings Going down down down down the shaky steps the slippery slopes into the rabbit hole d o w n Loneliness? Brokenness? Emptiness? Numbness? Sorrow? Hopelessness?
Been there Addiction Not shooting up Not popping pills But devouring my addiction in masses In order to fill the deep, hallow void Unable to break free
I envisioned the other day That hope can fly away like a little bird But it rests on the window sill while still looking in Like Emily Dickinson envisioned Still chirping its own song For it's ready to fly back in And roost