Maybe today that cute guy from downstairs in #6 the quiet one who winks will helpcarry my heavy grocery bags up the stairs put them on the counter ask me of I need help with any other chores.
I've never heard a voice like his the lilt and timbre or the graceful strength of his lion hips as he heads toward the door and just when I think he will vanish down the stairs he stops to turn his gaze on me as time stands still and I step toward him breathlessly hoping he will speak my name.
A deep trumpet sounds from some distant place as he reaches for my hand and his lithe body begins to vibrate and glow a pulsating male miracle of rainbow light with diamonds dancing among fingers of white fire wrapping him in celestial heat that does not burn and from his strong shoulders rise great silver wings angelic and potent beating in synchronous time to the rhythm of my heart and I know what this means. I know who he is.
The next day I look for him but the landlord says he moved out this morning and left this note for you.
"I never caught your name, but I like the way sunlight dances in your eyes. I am not far. Come. Find me."