at this point, I am far from a pessimist I have many days past and present contemplated My existence My worth My future as hard as it sometimes will be or has been I hang on TIGHT to My wits, to My dreams to My Faith Intangible yet valuable They are the beat of My heart when sinister self-destructive thoughts attempt to infiltrate My mind causing Me to focus on the lack rather than the abundance I snap out of it and then with all of My might hunker down pray and hang on TIGHT (**and recite: Romans 8:28)