Spinning indecisions
Thicken the air like a choking lung;
Gagging on grotesque gaping
Voids of uncertainty.
Spiraling swirls of sedation
****** a dizziness in my head,
And spreads throughout my body
In a chaotic calm of all encompassing captivation.
I'm sinking, I'm rising
I'm floating, I'm buried.
This world is smothering my soul,
Yet giving myself something to attach to.
Parasites.
Stomach aches,
Brain spaces and emptiness...
Endless question marks.