you wonder. you wonder why i stuck syringes in my arms where you left bite marks. only you wonder why i've created a mess that is bigger than life and why i have destroyed the things you used to love. you wonder why i hate you. IF CURIOSITY KILLED THE CAT, YOU ARE A COLD BLOODED ANIMAL KILLER. never did i get a chance to let my tongue spill words unspoken over you like wine and watch you swallow it and talk about how bitter it tastes IT'S BECAUSE I'VE WATCHED THOSE WORDS SINK INTO MY EARS AND GO DOWN THE DRAIN OF MY HEAD AND FILL UP OVER TIME UNTIL IT ALL STARTED POURING OUT. wine isn't supposed to taste like blood. it's not supposed to taste this bitter, but it does. you have no remorse for eating me alive, staining my bones with your saliva. your animal instincts to claw your way through people makes me sick.