I want to scream at the top of my lungs
This secret is tearing my soul apart
Embedded in the bottom of my heart
A nightmare tattooed in translucent ink
Appearing more often, with every dream.
Still, not a soul should suffer, for my ignorance
My vulnerability was mistaken for innocence
I still feel his breath rushing down my neck
I still feel his toxic touch when I rest
I pleaded with God, prayed to the stars
That slowly illuminated the darkness of the night
But could not illuminate the pain from my eyes
The fight was tiring, the bruises healed
The words he spoke made time stand still
It was unreastic, it happened again
I couldnt admit though, I was too ashamed
I remember the alarm, with almost a sigh of relief
Thinking it'd be my savor, a savor to the weak
Yet the nightamre continued until he was through
No one knows the story the burdens my life
I'll carry it with me 6 feet down in my grave