my iron eyelids are closing fast, medicine didn't even try to visit i just couldn't bear to be awake much longer and i needed that "new day" feeling where I just wake up and today is over. everything is over. today was a day that I decided to let my hope take hold and see where it would take me. it is true, you only do live once so why waste your time and get lost in the hedge? go for your destination seek what you want and don't wait. there's not enough time.
the problem is not everyone agrees with that. not everyone realizes that time is limited our whole globe is limited.
the scariest feeling I've ever had was hope. it gives me confidence and security as well as anxiety and despair.
i just want your arm around me so i don't have to worry anymore. some ice cream would be nice as well.
sorry this is really wonky, i just had to let some things out.