oh how i wanted
to relieve my pain
with one simple slash
upon my pale skin
below my wrist
next to those blue veins
but i couldn't,
just couldn't bear the pain

so instead i'd
drown in my thoughts,
oh how unbearable they could be,
and i'd willow in self pity
with nothing but tears surrounding me
and hope some one would notice
and maybe come to save me.