If only she knew, What goes through my head, Every time I think of her, And then emotions start to swirl around, Overwhelming, And pure crazy. I hide them, Repress them, Almost to the point that they're smothered. Whats the point? I can hide all of it, And be a dead bud, Or I can be a beautiful blooming flower with love, Be true to myself, And let my true colors shine, For all to see.