I can't keep pretending that everything is okay,

I can't stop thinking of how we met
It's never something I remember,

I can't stop what my heart does when I think of you
When I talk to you
When I see you,

I can't ever seem to find the right words to tell you
It's so hard being silent
Acting like I don't care,

I can't keep this mask on forever
I'm trying to move on
I'm trying to get better
I'm trying so hard,

But I can't
It doesn't work
Nothing will
I'm just lost,

But I love you.