Like stray dogs in suburbia we wander. We once knew a path in our distant dog-year past one our owners walked us down, dragging us nowhere fast. It was catholic school teachers, conformist preachers and all the other tame creatures who took us on our way. We walked on their time, to the beat of a drum our paws weren't made to pound. And we were dragged by a noose (otherwise known as a leash) but their language is not our language so while I called it what it is they called it keeping me safe.
What the masters don't know is that sometimes they leave the wrong door open and a fence in the yard or a parental guilt trip feels about as big as a crack in the sidewalk to jump over when the street looks like a filthy paradise where things like loud are louder, fast is faster, scary, scarier, and reality, realer.
Now we're never in any rush because anywhere and everywhere is home so simply staying in doesn't feel so bad. Routine is no longer in our vocabulary. Vocabulary is no longer in our collection of words and our collection of words is no longer so clean.
We wander because ideas described to us as garbage taste better than the textbook kibbles-n-bits and even though it's not served hot or in a bowl with our names on it the fact that we found it ourselves feels better than having our tummies rubbed or making the grade.
None of this is to say that the old house will never be home again. Doggy doors are always open and winters are always cold. So once I've had enough of life's streets teaching me more important things than rolling over or playing dead, things like knowing tricks don't always come with treats, we might just go back inside.
And returning won't be our loss because we'll be walking back in with unclipped claws for the first time and with all our baby teeth and naive fears gone, we just might bite.