How long can i keep the demons at bay?
How long can i keep the thoughts away?
How soon till i finally break?
How much of this can i take?

How am i not used to this yet?
How am i still alive?
How come he died instead of me?
How come it couldn't have been me?

Because we all know he is wanted around,
so it would be more suiting for him to be alive
not me.