All I can think of is black.
It's dark in here, and I can't see clearly.
Smoke *****, shoot heroine, drink a 5th of tequila, smoke a dub.
And whatever else enters my path.
Take my mind out of this world.
I love you, baby, love you so much more than anyone before you.
Love, want you, want you more than a ******* flame burning my flesh!
I think about leaving you every day.
Cause it takes two people, to have a relationship.
I want you hard, passionately, violently!
Make you want me. Make your love stay.
Want to leave you, because you didn't even say you missed me.
Want to leave you, cause I can't keep falling in love, while you fall out.
A year and a month later,  10 months of unconditional intimacy,
3 years total.
Now I still explode into a million shattered pieces when your lips of
Heaven tease mine.
Bright, soft, ****, honey lips. Teasing my soul.
And you're bored, you say there's nothing left to talk about.
And it makes me feel like **** to know that my own hands
Would be in my pants before yours would.
Every day,  I think about leaving you.
Every day, think about heroine, *****, herb, tequila, tweak, pills,
Anything! Somebody **** me up with something
Cause I'm too ****** up already, to be considered
Normal.
Want to slit my wrists with every breath I take.
Bleed and scar and be ugly, broken, ****** up, strung out.
Maybe then I could get you to notice, get you to care,
That I just might leave you, baby.
Because you never loved me like an infinite sun.
I want to hold you forever, and you'd rather sleep.
You make me feel more black, than happy.