Was dreaming that you'd come find me,
rescue me,
saving me from my self,

I wrapped the wire tight but it wasn't sturdy enough,

I tried drowning that time you seem to help,

I cut my wrist but they sewed me up.
I ate poison & got my stomach pumped out.

i tried one more time, hanging by a thread,
it ******* broke,

I then tried to love you and care for,
I also tried to devote my life to yours,

giving up my self esteem & letting you mold me.

I tried to make my imperfections less visible & tried to cover of my blemish's & flaw with concealment's & smiles.

I laughed when all I wanted to do was cry.

Was dreaming that you'd come find me,

rescue me,

saving me from myself

In the end...

Your love killed me,

I found out too late that

I never needed saving from myself

I needed saving from the thing

you claimed to do to me................


LOVE ME!