You make me sick at the sight of it
I know he’s good for you, but hell I’m a vitamin
You think I’m poison
but he’s a does of Vatican away from saying goodbye again
You’ll come crying to me like you were mine again
I could make you feel safe again
I could hold you tight
Together like a safety pin
But that’s not how this is gonna go
You’re gonna sit back and watch the show
As I let my heart unfold
And laugh at the end when you see my heart of gold
Grab it and run
Wow that was cold
This is the same old rerun
It’s getting old
Like a doves feather in the snow
You lost the only real thing you’ll ever know
I’m not here to beg whine or complain
I bet on you and I lost the game
So now the only gain I get
Is the pain of seeing you love them just the same
I can’t believe my eyes
The only thing I ever feared
Was the day I died
Without saying goodbye
But now I see the truth
I’m no longer blind
Now I see all the lies on the rise
About to hit the sky
What?
Surprised that I can finally be okay without you by my side?
It’s all part of my disguise
It’s all a lie
And I advise you not to try to get inside
You'll get trapped in this deep encrypted mind
A dangerous second to hell
All trapped in my head like a cell
These pits where I dwell
You saved me
I was gonna leave this earth
You gave me a new life
But what’s worse?
Wanting to die or living with a new curse and a different lie.