I want a love that is beautiful. I don’t want to sit up at night crying into my pillow or smoking cigarettes on my balcony. I want the air I breathe to smell like tulips and every step I take to feel effortless. I want a love that doesn’t weigh on my mind; it should be easy. I want it be like blinking; I don’t have to learn, it just happens. I want to love and be loved like no one ever has and no one ever will again. I want his name tattooed beneath my skin and his words coursing through my veins. I want to look out onto the ocean and see nothing but the color of his eyes and when waves crash on the shore they will laugh just like him. And I won’t have to be searching anymore because I have found just what I needed to fill me up. I will be complete.