Objectified:
To treat/be treated
As an object, with no feeling
Or thought to their dignity.


I
Feel
That.
I try
To make her happy
Especially
Sexually.
I give her
What she wants
And let her take
What she wants
Because I love her
And want her to be happy.

But the more I try to
The more
I feel
Objectified.
I cannot take
I cannot receive
When I want to.
If she doesn't want it,
But I'm dying to give it,
It doesn't happen.

I just want to be able to
Love her anytime
Touch her anytime (when we are alone)
But every time I bring it up
It flies over her head.
One year.
Today.
Still no compliance from her.
No happy compliance.

All I want is to be happy
And make her happy,
But all I can do is make her happy.