In a society full of dead poets, carpe diem became another world you fling from the tip of your tongue, it doesn't mean what it did when we were together, we used to seize  the moment together. But since you've left you took my hope and will while you lay lazy using Social society to showcase your new-self, oh you lost weight, good for you, hashtag carpe diem she wrote on everything, well I'm still the same old me, still obsessed with living in the moment, still "obsessed" with you. Hey Trina you wanna know what I've been doing for the past five years while you laid low, that's right ***** I've been searching for you, you say I'm crazy, you up and leave like a day after you promise to stay forever, whose the crazy one huh?, well I finally found your new address, it only took me five years of chasing the wrong name, well I found the right one Nikki, I hope you know five years ain't nothing to me, I hope you know I'll chase you to the edge of the Atlas, dig your grave and pull your body just to be with you, cuz you belong to me. I hope you understand I'm not "obsessed" I'm in love with you. I hope you know I'm in the living room waiting in your house, been here for four hours, came through the back door, man shouldn't be that easy to do this, what you don't plan for intruders beforehand. I hope you read this letter and get a cardiac arrest and if you don't, I got a bullet for your *** *****!!