I am not in love with her Or lust, or infatuation But nonetheless; She leaves her mark Traces of herself all over me Mahogany stains bleed through on my fingertips Streaks of purple smudgings are left in my ear canals Trickles of red wine are swept along my tender neck Oozing down, down, down, down And I cannot scrub this from my skin No matter how many hours I waste Lathering myself up into a foam of obliviousness Still at the end of the day she is there, intriguing as ever Trapping me again In this foggy purple haze