My days were based on whether or not I could see you
And we could maybe try to get the world to ourselves
Yet near the end you forgot how much
I wanted to be with you.

Now their spent forcing myself to not be so lonely
Maybe  make some new friends. But i dont. I just am  in some other life.

This is the feeling I get now for trying to feel alright.
Heaven is a place that you go and
My sunshine only comes out at night.