I drown myself in art, distract myself from here
I play my flute atop a rock, watching amber hills
I sit at a coffee shop, sketching the buildings afar
sipping on hot chocolate, I escape into a world unmarred
The extent of the distrust I feel within myself
Of this world, the people, and dare say, myself
only perpetuates my desire to captivate the beauty
of the world i hold back from myself
Every line, every note, bring me closer still
Soon, i know that the desire i feel
will one day be fulfilled