This black hole keeps ******* me in. Pulling me farther and farther down. The minute I find my feet again, I'm knocked back down. I'm suffocating. Losing air. I can't breath anymore. All I feel is pain. Sorrow and hatred. Bitterness and anger. This isn't healthy. But there's no escape. I can't find my way out. I can't see the light. God take this from me. I can carry this anymore. It's too heavy and too much. What do I do? Where do I go? Is there even a way out of this? Or will I continue to drown in this pool of emptiness?