Bottled up,
Can't breathe,
Desperation visits,
Heart on my sleeve.

Shadowed by red,
Blinded by light,
No one to save me,
No one in sight.

Wild wind,
Howling in my ear,
Flakes on my face,
Eyes filled with fear.

No sense,
Confusion left me blind,
Puzzles and equations,
Maze of words undefined.

Words out my mouth,
Ignorance is key,
All my words are lost,
No one notices me.

In the background,
Forgotten that I'm there,
Until I create problems,
Then they really care.

I can't breathe,
Desperation visits,
Wasting away,
Minute by minute.

Heard,
Suddenly they notice,
The puzzled mind,
Put down to psychosis.

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Too late.

Unforgotten mistakes.