We smile and laugh But inside iwe are weeping Yes it is a well used thing to say but its true You smile yet die And tgats all we can say Coz thats the closest we will ever come to explaining the pain The fear The pure and utter terror And we smile because in the middle of it all we hope Faithfully tell ourselves that one day Someone will understand Understand and help Understand and cry with us But so far nothinv has happened