I wish you had touched me Your eyes on my body Your lips on my neck I wish you had asked me How I felt, what I thought About trivial things About love and life I wish you had Looked at me and felt sparks Felt your heart leap out Your voice shake Your eyes fixed on mine I wish you had liked me Because I might have loved you But When you touched me it wasn't electric Nothing more, nothing less We didn't kiss, that would feel wrong We talked about important things m Life, family, love But you didn't care to You didn't care for me, and I didn't for you I wish I hadn't looked at you and felt sparks, Felt my heart leap out My voice and hands shaking My eyes fixed on yours I only wanted you to see me.
I wrote this a few weeks ago, out of anger. I hope to get the frustration out of my system soon.