Its cold. I'm cold. This polar vortex, part two I might suggest, has taken all the warmth that was left. How? Why? These are the confessions of a desert rat. This gelid waste land, not quite a tundra but close, has taken everything from me. How am I to live in such a place as that? Survival of the fittest is what Darwin had in mind, but did he realize that over decades and time the fittest have gotten fat? These are the confessions of a desert rat. All the others, that have been here all their lives, have no idea I'm still trying to survive. This frigid winter is no place for me. I miss my warmth, my sun, my shadeless trees. Why have I come to a place that doesn't belong to me? Looking back I thought this place might be a new start, but instead this longing and pain grew in the deepest crevasses of my heart. It's been three years time, its still cold. I'm still frozen. A desert rat in the snow. Is this really how I must go? These are the confessions of a desert rat. *to be continued....