Sitting in a dark room. My body stunned and refuses to move. My heart filled with utter despair. This deep unsettling feeling I cannot bare. Voices start to speak to me. Can anyone cure this insanity. Hands shaking, body numb. Nose bleeding, I feel so dumb. I can't break this trance. Without one single glance. I took the pills to ease the pain. I am the only one to blame. Heart stops beating, body cold. This is how my story unfolds.