Myself is as toxic as this cigarette
I'm breathing
But I'm still alive
So might as well keep breathing it      
Inhaling it's glorious poison
Into my body
Cause I feel like I have no body
Even when everyone is around
All I hear is the silence between the sounds
It's a battle with endless rounds    
I'm bruised and I keep taking these punches
I'm so deeply bruised
Can you stop this for one sec. !

But life doesn't stop for anyone  
So I keep saying just this once
As an excuse for all the mistakes I've done
And from every problem I run
But it's a race that's never been won

I thank god for every breath I breathe

But I keep breathing this disease
    
help me please

Cause I'm empty
And the smoke fills me plenty
With sweet nothing
Such sweet nothing

I do truly believe
In the greatness I can sieze
But how can I pour out so much of me
When the the truth is I'm empty
Hollow
And the right guidelines I don't follow

I'm so empty
So hollow

I'm the worst and best thing
That's ever happened to me

So the punches I'll keep on taking
And I'll keep doing the same mistakes n'
I know it will end up okay

If it's not okay
**Then it's not the end