Oh how quickly my view of food has changed I honestly believe i'm going deranged I used to be happy in my skin Now whenever I eat I feel I have sinned Ads in magazines showing me what I should be My disgusting fat gone is what I want to see I've been eating less and less each day Yet my unsatisfaction with my weight always stays May be you'll notice me when i'm thin This deadly battle I will never win The number on the scale has taken over my life I don't know how much longer I can deal with this strife They say "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels." So I decided to skip all my meals I'll just continue starving myself to death My self hatred will surely take my last breath