it's a fine line i walk
day in day out
constantly battling between
the angel's sweet voice on my shoulder
and the devil's burden on my back

i can't even make up my mind anymore

my brain split in two
i don't think anymore
i just do
i can't do anything right
the colors around me fade into a monochromatic backdrop

i can't even tell you i love you anymore

as i walk past the mirror
i break into a hysterical fit
it washes over me like a tidal wave
water crashing around me
my emotions askew
my mind is a mess
i can't look anyone in the eyes
i can't even look myself in the eyes

i don't think i can keep this up anymore

this tightrope is wearing thin

i don't think i can live this way anymore