I do not cry in front of people
But that does not mean I do not cry.

I am strong in front of people
But that does not mean I am not weak.

I am happy in front of people
But that does not mean I am not sad.

I am normal to all the people
But that does not mean I am not crazy.

Because I know it deep inside
I'm mentally ill and that if they ever saw that side of me,
They'd wonder what kind of  monster  they had just

Stared at.