After his head injury
he realized there were
more people in the world
than just him.

he had the lights off
thrown 90 feet
remembers right before
remembers right after

now he thinks about ******* all the time
he never thought like this before the injury
inhibition
walking up to a stranger and asking for ***
it didnt fit into a relationship

Topic A:  why am I all ****** up?
Topic B: living with being all ****** up.
he calls tomatoes lemons
and there are certain smells
(...........don't think of it as a list, think of it as a story.)

he just wants to be who he was
but he has a ****** in his room
and she has a beautiful name
Destiny

he wakes up, beats off in the shower
sequences it all just fine even with all the shakes
at the end
he's accurate
hitting the suds
moving them in the drain

He thought he was good looking
but he forgets names
...... cleans up after everyone
.......wants to see her naked

But he can't go home anymore.