I'm so tired of living a life of darkness I can't see the light and I'm suffocating I'm drowning, I'm drowning in my sorrow I can't breath, I can't breath, I can't breath I can't continue on, this is killing me The poison prevents me from breaking free Depression is blinding, I can not see Help me, please help me, please help me I wanna wake up and feel the sun I wanna wake up and feel like someone I wanna wake up and love my life And not dispise who I am I found a way to do it but it's not they simple I fear the fear of living and losing my people I can't let it go, it's all that I know Take my hand, lift me up and say Tomorrows a brand new day It's time I change my ways I'll put a smile on my face I am not just a waste of space My dear friends, dry your eyes You know the reason, the reason why I've got to go and say goodbye When you wanna wake up and feel the sun If you wanna smile because you're someone When you can let all of it go, all that you know I'll take your hand, lift you up and say Tomorrows a brand new day Tomorrow will be your day
Partial lyrics to a song I wrote the day I made a commitment to live a clean and sober life - over a year ago. The best decision I've ever made :)