Do you ever
just take the time
to break down
to just release everything
that you've been holding
with clenched fists
for days
weeks
months
To just scream to anyone
to no one
to just explode
with rage
and loneliness
and fear
to let the tears run
and the objects fly
as your vocal chords give out
from the body shaking screams
To just lie on the floor
and breathe
wishing someone was there
but also thankful
that no one ever has to see you
like this

(a.c)