Jan 2014
I feel like I am both carrying the weight of a boulder
and like I am empty all at the same time.
I am both crying and feel numb at the same time.
I just wish I could run away and escape all this pain
but I cannot run fast enough.
I am broken and damaged beyond repair.
and like I am empty all at the same time.
I am both crying and feel numb at the same time.
I just wish I could run away and escape all this pain
but I cannot run fast enough.
I am broken and damaged beyond repair.
I am trying so hard to just make it through today but it is so much more than I can bear...I need something to take the edge off...a drink or two...a short cutting session...why don't society's "coping" mechanisms work as well as the ones that soothe my tortured soul???? Anybody out there have answers or help???
